AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

i am going out of my fucking mind here! i never should have moved back to CA, biggest mistake of my life. drama drama drama. i hate my job, i hate my family, i hate my shitty little travel trailer that i'm forced to live in, and i just HATE LIFE.

fuck this bullshit, it's fucking ridiculous. my pc took a shit on me, so no photoshop, which is just driving me out of my fucking mind. no money to buy a new one, no money to do much of anything, and i honestly don't know what else to do or if there is anything i CAN do.

there's an interloper of sorts in the house, some fuckin' guy that i don't really have a clue about, or wtf is going on. afraid my mother is doing shit she shouldn't be fucking doing at her goddamn age, and that my dad is just switchin' on those blinders.

i am in a seriously troubled place people, and i don't know a way out of it.

as Tom Servo once said, "Life is like a crap sandwich. The more bread you have, the less crap you gotta take!"

i need bread, bitch.