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Wake Up, Open The Door And Escape To The Sea

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 7, 2008, 7:48 PM
  • Mood: Pride
  • Listening to: Who's Gonna Save My Soul? - Gnarls Barkley
  • Watching: ANTM: C8, E1
  • Playing: NWN2: MotB
  • Drinking: water
well, i've made it. i'm in WA with my boyfriend. we have a cute little apartment in the historic part of town, in an old hotel building they converted. there is a small elevator that scares me.

i am restless.

i've been here a month, and it's been good, it has its rough moments, but nothing that is catastrophic. and still, i find myself completely... blank, even in spite of being ridiculously happy.

there's no creative fire inside me, none of the spark that used to drive me in my art, and my writing. i won't lie, i've been in a huge slump these past 2 years, and only got out of it for a couple months before i backslid again.

i honestly don't know what it is that makes me fall to pieces like that, but it happens to me every time that i find my niche.

i am stuck.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 24
  • Current Residence: CaliforniasoontobeLongviewWASHINGTOOOON!
  • Interests: my boyfriend (lame, yeah i know), computers, photoshop, reading, writing, art, games, etc. etc.
  • Favourite movie: hmm... i have many of them.
  • Favourite band or musician: Slipknot & Depeche Mode
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Punk, Alternative
  • Favourite artist: Spartichi and the lovely Ms. Wucheydi <3
  • Favourite poet or writer: my friends
  • Favourite style of art: Photo-Manipulation
  • Operating System: WinXP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Wallpaper of choice: Benji - my kitty
  • Skin of choice: Gui Style: Dark
  • Favourite game: Baldur's Gate 1 & 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Gir
  • Personal Quote: alle männer genannt Michael saugen esel!
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS3

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~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: 7 hours 11 minutes ago
you're welcome! :heart:

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~sarahcrack:iconsarahcrack: 1 day 10 hours ago
Thanks for the fav :)
~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: 2 days 14 hours ago
you're welcome!!! :heart:

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~Lady-Dracoleo101:iconLady-Dracoleo101: Oct 26, 2008, 3:58:50 PM
Thanks for the fav!!!

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~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: Oct 17, 2008, 1:58:10 PM
you're very welcome! :heart:

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~Sabbath9:iconSabbath9: Oct 8, 2008, 9:34:15 AM
^.^

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"silence is what drives men into madness; as the heartbeat fills his ears, silence becomes wicked noise."
*SanibelRoo:iconSanibelRoo: Oct 7, 2008, 7:54:30 PM
Thanks for the fav on "Saire Valley Falls" :D

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~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: Oct 7, 2008, 7:29:31 PM
you're very welcome! :heart:

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~Sabbath9:iconSabbath9: Oct 7, 2008, 10:06:45 AM
thanks for the fav ^^

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"silence is what drives men into madness; as the heartbeat fills his ears, silence becomes wicked noise."
~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: Sep 9, 2008, 12:19:58 PM
you are very welcome :XD:

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*MistressRaven1605:iconMistressRaven1605: Sep 9, 2008, 8:51:04 AM
thank you for the :+fav:

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~Elf-Lithoniel:iconElf-Lithoniel: Aug 19, 2008, 10:20:46 AM
yay =)

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:skullbones: It isnt the expretion of emotion i reveal to you that is most important, its what i feel inside that does, for ym heart is the purest and is big enough to fit the earth into.
~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: Aug 18, 2008, 11:55:39 PM
you're welcome! :XD:

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~Elf-Lithoniel:iconElf-Lithoniel: Aug 18, 2008, 8:09:40 PM
thanx for the fave

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:skullbones: It isnt the expretion of emotion i reveal to you that is most important, its what i feel inside that does, for ym heart is the purest and is big enough to fit the earth into.
~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: Jul 27, 2008, 12:25:54 PM
omg, cute robot in your sig, lol :glomp:

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~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: Jul 27, 2008, 12:25:27 PM
you're welcome! :XD:

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=cogwurx:iconcogwurx: Jul 26, 2008, 5:32:54 AM
Thank you for the :+fav:!

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=Black-Heart-Alliance:iconBlack-Heart-Alliance: Jul 25, 2008, 9:54:51 PM
Hey thank you greatly for the fav!!

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~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: Jul 20, 2008, 6:28:09 PM
you're very much welcome! :heart:

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~Senniiss:iconSenniiss: Jul 20, 2008, 12:46:49 PM
Thank you so much for the :+fav:
~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: Jul 4, 2008, 7:27:41 PM
work it guuuurl

ernstliiiiiiiiiiiiiiich

i am a puppy dog

and i dancedancedancetooooooo! :glomp:

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~wucheydi:iconwucheydi: Jul 3, 2008, 10:35:10 PM
Dance.

CHIIIIING

I'm a kitty cat.

And I dancedancedanceannIdancedancedance.
~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: Jul 2, 2008, 1:01:54 PM
it has a great beat, my friends and i have a lot of fun with it. i am glad i discovered them! it had to of been like... 2 years ago maybe?

they're fun :D

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~JuliZib:iconJuliZib: Jul 2, 2008, 12:26:35 PM
Thay are very popular here in Denmark ;)

It is nice that you enjoy them too - though the sing in danish, the music is good :)
~3D-blasphemy:icon3D-blasphemy: Jul 2, 2008, 12:23:16 PM
i was doing a random image search on google, and an image popped up of Nik og Jay, and i was curious who they were.

now i have my friends hooked on them :XD:

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